Can I have a private post please I’m diabetic and suffer with depression untre…

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Can I have a private post please 😔

I’m diabetic and suffer with depression untreated, reason being is because my GP prescribed a tablet which I later found out can contribute to diabetic retinopathy (blindness) I took it upon myself to stop tablets because the headaches I sustained was straining my sight and I feared it would get worse, I learnt the risks of doc Martin!!! When questioning my endocrinologist she confirmed the risks, now I’m in a hole, I had a still born for my first son and I now have a step son and my own two year old with a man who tolerates my outbursts?! We’ve been together almost 6 years and I seem to find it hard to socialise? My teeth have rott because of endless hypos (low sugars) meaning I drink excessive sugar to gain control, I break out in spots every time I have a cycle, I have no self confidence, I moved away to buy a property with my partner which I adore!! Which resulted in me loosing everyone except my siblings and my mam!! All my friends don’t bother unless I have fuel or money, bringing up family and working full time still leaves me with minimum! I’m lonely and I’m now institutionalised!! I dread going out! Only outings are school run or shopping! I fob off any suggestions by family and I take it all out on my partner who nods and leaves me to vent!! I know I’m in the wrong but I can’t seem to get out of it? I even down a bottle of wine twice a week just to zone out? My GP won’t help? I’m financially struggling and when I’m off work I dread going back?! I suppose I’m looking for a suggestion or someone who is experiencing the same or have and how they overcome this?! I don’t wanna stay indoors but I can’t bring myself to go out? Please no bad comments?! 😔
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