Can I have a private post please is anyone else fed up with selfish other halfs …

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Can I have a private post please is anyone else fed up with selfish other halfs today. Together 4 years our last two Christmass have been shit and iv spent them alone due to loosing our son at 34 weeks and him disappearing drinking the first year after it happened and us havin a argument last year he walked out and didn’t come back till. New year. I’m 35 +5 pregnant had a shit pregnancy and been having complications show up for the last few weeks resulting in hospital stays goin in for monitoring daily and bein induced early on the 27th of December iv told him fof days whag I wanted today I bought the 3 older kids Christmas eve boxes with a Christmas film each buffet food for tonight and just really wanted to relax and gave some nice family time before the baby comes and jus to make up for the last few years. He got a ps4 3 weeks ago and he’s on it every chance he gets its in the front room so iv not moaned and missed alot of my programs rhe past few weeks or had to watch them on my phone jus to give him his time. Today I said I want to tidy up bath the kids and have a proper family day nice food ect and instead its gone like this.. He went out this morning and forgot half the breakfast stuff so went back out ans dissappeard for a hour while he was gone I did two lots of washing loaded the dryer hovered washed up mopped up and bathed the kids he came back saying he’d been invited for breakfast so when he gets back wel watch the films together so while he was out gof a few hours I did mine and the kids breakfast did more tidying wrapped presents washed up again washed his clothes for tomorrow stripped and made the beds (didn’t no when I could do it before I go to havd the baby). He came in at two and turned the dvd player of and turned the PlayStation on I said right I’m not sitting here all day watching this he said half hour. I watch corrie on my phone and my one year old kept snatching it so couldn’t and he had the TV blaring so couldn’t hear it anyway at about 3 I said oh so much fof a family day to wich I got I’m turnin it of soon I sat and waited he said what’s my problem I wanted a relaxing day and he’s enjoying himself in the meantime the kids were upstairs playin with Lego and trashed all the room iv jus tidyed. I said I need to start cooking at half 4 when he first came home and by the time it’s finished and we’ve eaten its the little ones bath tien and the kids I want in bed for a early night so I can grt everything ready fof the morning. He’s jus turned round and said at 10 past 4 I’m coming of in a min so u can wach ur film, it’s litteraly the only things he’s said to me all day because he’s oblivious to everything while he’s on it iv told him he can come of all he likes and watch our kids and iv come upstairs for a bath. He’s jus turned round to the kids and said oh look mummy’s ruining Christmas by bein moody. He’s jus come up goin oh so u actually have gone for a bath wel me and the kids are watching a film now. Noin full well iv got to start cooking in a min is anyone else having a great Christmas because I jus feel like shit
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