Hi can I have a private post please Please no nasty comments about thank you …

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Hi can I have a private post please
Please no nasty comments about thank you

I have been with my partner 6 year in March we have 5 children .2 of mine 2 of our & we have adopted his Nice & 2 n half year ago he cheated on me with his ex who he has his daughter with.
At this time I had just had my youngest son at 6 week old & i was having cancerous cells removed from my cervix. He told me it was because I was pushing him away ( but for medical reason I could
Not have intercourse)
I only found out about this 6 months ago….. But desired to give it another go… but now every time they is a agreement. this always comes back to me & i feel I have been living a lie the past 2 n half years.. he told me after she threatened to come tell her herself.
I can tell he is truly sorry but I can’t get it out of my head…
he also is soooo protective over me now ( like he thinks I’m going to cheat ) because he don’t like me been away from him or going out without him.. work or anything.
or if say something he don’t like , if I’m too tired for sex which had been 5 time in the last 6 months I can’t say for deffo it’s the reason but he goses on 1 saying I don’t care about him .. he also say I don’t care if I don’t txt him back streght away or tell him I love it 2/3 times a day or miss him then I’m at work Even to the point where if I don’t sit with him in house. He will say something He will ask me why I am wearing make up if I do or get dressed up to go out on a night out
I do love him but I just can’t got thing out my head Iv told him
All this but nothing changes with him any advice here
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