Hi could you put a post up for me please? I’m sort of looking for advice..
Me and my partner of four years split up about three months ago one day he wants to be my pal next day he doesn’t he likes to muck about with my head and it’s really starting to get to me!
I have really bad depression and I tried to take my own life two weeks ago it was him who managed to stop me not forgetting him laughing at me in the process because I’m ‘pathetic’ ever since my depression got this bad I’ve noticed my anger getting way out of hand I can’t get some by the doctor for another week yet but when I get myself worked up and that upset I’m flying off the handle and not realising what I’m doing especially towards him!
I don’t even know what I want here maybe ways to cope? I’ve also been given a house in the same block so now we’re neighbours as well! I am actually driving myself insane waking up everyday feeling like this..