I posted on sunday night about the abcess i suspected on my tail bone. It was an…

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I posted on sunday night about the abcess i suspected on my tail bone. It was an abcess, that was large and painful come monday morning. I saw my doctor monday morning whom gave me a dose of antibiotics followed by finish the 6 days worth, if no better come back and ill drain it. Come monday evening i couldnt walk, sit down nor lay down without huge pain. This then resulted in my partner saying we were going to a&e. I spoke to a sergeon and I was also told it should have been drained when i visited my doctor. I was then booked in for an operation yesterday to have the whole thing removed under general anesthetic. I had the operation. Basically, im just looking for some support. I feel awful, depressed and cant stop crying because i feel useless to my son whose 8 month old. Ive not seen him today, nor spent much time with him yesterday and i miss him sooo much. My mother in law currently is looking after him, i agreed because its better for him to have someone fully able to give him correct care. I really feel like ive let him down. Hes my baby, hes my world but ive hardly seen him or looked after him.
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