No More Light

NO MORE LIGHT 

The males story is one that’s seldom ever told. 

Only when a big case breaks the news do people hear and even then its one they don’t want to see. 

As hard as it is to say, to put into words I SPEAK ONLY FOR MYSELF. 

It was like hitting a brick wall. Confused I tried to shut down. I was only 9 and unequipped or prepared for such a thing. Quickly I was living in the moment and outside of myself and there was no longer reality. There were no tomorrows and yesterdays were spent. 

There was always a pain deep, deep down in my heart. In my soul. Fear and paranoia ruled my would. Frantic to escape with no hope of getting away. If only I could find a way. But I could not see in the darkness. 

And the light, the light never returned. 

Please if you were a child victim or a male whom has been raped, speak out, get help, you are not to blame, the shame is not on you.