please can I have a ppp? please no bashing.. I feel bad enough as it is. has any…
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please can I have a ppp? please no bashing.. I feel bad enough as it is. has anyone ever felt extremely jealous over close friends or family being pregnant? I’ve had 4 miscarriages in 2 years and until recently doctors have told me it will be impossible for me to carry a baby. So the last few months have been really hard. and my sister in law announced she was pregnant and so are 2 of my close friends and I haven’t even congratulated them. I can’t bring myself to even talk to them anymore. Everyone is getting excited for my sil 12 week scan and I just don’t see the point? and my in laws keep asking me if I’m excited and I either don’t reply or say no and it doesn’t help when they make me feel like hell for not being able to carry a baby. and making remarks at my son like “I’m going to be a proper nanny” or a real Nanny because my partner isn’t his bio dad. I just feel like I’m not good enough. and I don’t like being jealous. but I can’t help it.. please tell me I’m not the only one? I can’t stand feeling like an outcast anymore 😭😭
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