PP Im genuinely stuck in a dilemma I don’t know what to do, my other half earns…

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Im genuinely stuck in a dilemma I don’t know what to do, my other half earns a really really good wage …I’m on maternity leave I run out of money very quickly, I got paid 3 days ago and I have none left already 😂.. anyway so basically he says that when I return to work in a few months he would pay for full time childcare for my 8 month old so I can go back work full time and end up with lots more money to myself,

The first thing I thought was I don’t want to hardly see my baby, I don’t want to miss out on all the big things if I go back work full time, and I don’t want to seem selfish or unappreciative but I’d rather have the money he’d pay for nursery as I’m struggling only on maternity pay, and I can then work 2/3 days so I still earn money but still have time with my daughter,
I can’t cope on maternity pay but i wouldn’t cope more if I had to go back work full time and not see her, I know I’m lucky to be in this position, just looking for advice really I guess as I get so stressed out
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