Ppp. I just feel so shit, I feel like my thirteen month old doesn’t love me and …

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Ppp. I just feel so shit, I feel like my thirteen month old doesn’t love me and just prefers to go to his dad every time. He doesn’t sleep, fights it every night and then wakes up at least two to three times a night and takes ages to go back to sleep, then he’s up properly before 6am every day. I’m just so tired all the time at home and at work, I feel numb and tired all the time. I feel like I can’t bond with him properly, I’ve just been sat here for an hour crying because he kept fighting sleep although I know he’s tired but I am also so tired and just wish for a uninterrupted nights sleep 😢. I feel guilty the way I am feeling and don’t know how to 1/ bond with him more and feel he loves me and I love him more 2/ get him to sleep longer and without fighting it all the time. We have a set bedtime routine every night at the same time and just can’t do the CIO method so please don’t suggest it. I just feel so lonely and down. Please no judging or shitty comments😔
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