Ppp in group please Me and my hubby is married coming up to a year together 8 …

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Ppp in group please

Me and my hubby is married coming up to a year together 8 years 2 children together and I’ve one from a previous relationship.
Not long after we got married I took a bad spell of depression and anxiety which he couldn’t understand, he kept saying things to me like this is all my fault I’ve screwed up any relationship I’ve been etc, he’s a disater etc ehic made me mental health worse, it’s lifted a bit from January but I still have good and bad days, when I have a bad day I find it hard to get motivation to get up and do things around the house, kids are always fed cleaned loved looked after, there might be toys lying around or dishes sitting but I always fight with myself when the kids go to bed to do the stuff that needs cleaned and tidied because that’s when I get peace to do it, but he’ll come out with smart comments he’s going to get a cleaner in because obviously I’m too lazy or he’s going to come out of work to do it all because then it will be done or when he does stuff around the house he’ll ask how he can do when I can’t and this makes me feel rubbish but I can see his frustration, the past couple of months we’ve been snapping at each other more than usual and have lost intimacy, we don’t even seat beside each other, I’ve to use the children to guilt trip him into going to do things as a family because he’d happily sit at home all day watching tv, it’s got to the point I don’t know if I’m happy or not anymore, I’m afraid of my depression and anxiety flaring up incase he starts with the comments again, I can’t talk to him because he thinks I’m going to leave him and will come out with he screws up any relationship he’s been in etc, I don’t try to start anything intimate with him anymore because he always says no, this effects my confidence too which I’ve very little of but if he wants to do anything he’ll keep going and going (never forces me) until it either works or I say no to which he’ll take a huge huff and not talk to me for days over, sorry for the long post ladies I’m not sure what I want from this or if I just needed to rant xx
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