Anonymous post please x I’ve been in what I now think was an emotionally abusive…

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Anonymous post please x
I’ve been in what I now think was an emotionally abusive relationship for the past 5 months, I took him in when he was homeless and so he’s been staying with me. But he constantly calls me a slag, when I’ve been nothing but faithful, a b****, any name I’ve been called it and made to think his behaviour towards me is my fault, so I’ve stopped going out and even posting selfies in case anyone comments he doesn’t like. Last night, I came home from a friend’s and got accused of being on a date and that I’m a slag, when literally all I did was go to my best friends for a girls day in the garden with her mum and another friend. He wouldn’t let me talk, refused to let me explain, kept telling me to f off etc, but I lost it, I punched him in the face and I feel awful, and I know this is my fault for not keeping my cool, but he then threw me across my lounge, I smacked my head in the wood floor and he then picked me up and threw me against the wall and strangled me. I know it’s my fault, I shouldn’t of reacted the way I did. But after, I was sick and really dizzy to the point where I felt like I was drunk, I wasn’t, I hadn’t even sniffed any alcohol all day. I asked for help but he said I was putting on an act, so I stayed up til gone 6am to make sure nothing bad happened as I don’t remember the force of my head hitting things being that hard. But today the back is pounding and I still feel wobbly, but I don’t know if that’s cause I had no sleep. Do I go get checked out? I don’t want to waste the hospitals time if it’s nothing and it’s just a headache and not concussion. I’ve now broken everything off with him, but he won’t leave my flat so I’m staying elsewhere with my daughter, she wasn’t here last night so didn’t witness anything, until he does leave. He said he will sort it this week, but what can I do otherwise? Sorry for the long post, no bashing please, I know I’ve been a complete idiot and I’ve beaten myself up about it enough all day and only just managed to stop crying.
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