Can I have a ppp Basically this last month has been a complete and utter nightm…
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Can I have a ppp 😊
Basically this last month has been a complete and utter nightmare! I was supporting my H2B & our 2 children working 40 hours a week I loved my job but my manager took a personal disliking to me and sacked me after 10 months!! Then my mother had a major breakdown (loads of different things) and tried to take her own life 😢 she seems emotionally stable atm getting all the help she needs then also it’s my dad’s anniversary of his death this week.. when I gave birth to my youngest things didn’t go smoothly and she died having to be resuscitated and whisked off to I.C.U (she’s fine now though) after she was born he said 1000% no more kids he didn’t want to go through that ever again thing is I told him the other night that I havnt been feeling myself and I’d ordered some tests online he said I was just over thinking things as I always do 😂 they come earlier and I did one and it’s positive so I did another 2 and there all positive!! Now my partner knows abortion is NOT an option for me ever! But how do I tell him?! I’m terrified he’s going to leave me and our kids as he’s always said no more!! & no I’m not on contraception either & he’s well aware of this as he thinks the “pull out technique) works… I’ve always said he will get me pregnant as it doesnt work but he’s always said no he won’t… I’m just so stressed with everything happening atm and feel like I’m a major failure 😢 xx
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