Can I have a ppp Hi lovelies,I’m 35 and married with 3 wonderful kiddies, I hav…

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Can I have a ppp

Hi lovelies,I’m 35 and married with 3 wonderful kiddies, I have an illness that prevents me from working, 😢
I’ve had the implant every 3 years since my 11 year old was born, never had a problem before, I’ve always said nexiplaton suited me, that is until tonight that I had a miscarriage, I’ve looked at pictures and I think I was 8-10 weeks. the last few weeks I’ve had pregnancy symptoms, sore boobs’s, tired, sickness,and spotting but I put it down to the time of the month, I’m suffering an illness in which I started using morphine patches 3 weeks ago and taking tramodol, I passed a palm sized sack with little black eyes, and I’ve kept loosing smaller clots most of the night, and I’m in pain( not the same pain I usually have) I don’t want anymore children that’s why I had the implant In the first place, but I can’t stop thinking how nice a baby would have been, firstly I didn’t know I was even pregnant secondly I feel hurt/want to cry
And lastly is it ok to feel like this when I didn’t want a baby?
I feel quite lost,
Thanks for reading
Take good care of yourselves and each other as you never know what’s around the corner, xxx
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