Can I have a private post please? I don’t know what I expect people to reply t…

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Can I have a private post please?

I don’t know what I expect people to reply to this but I just needed to get it out, no judging me please.
I don’t know if I’m going through a silly phase or not but I feel like me and my partner of 4 years and have 2 daughters to, have no relationship anymore. I feel like we are only together for our daughters and I just don’t like the thought of being on my own. Don’t get me wrong he is an amazing person and daddy and helps out a lot. He always compliments me and says he loves me but i don’t even know if I love him back, I never say it and I just don’t feel happy because we never do anything together anymore, we only do things and go places with our daughters. It doesn’t help with since he went from being on a well paid job to self employed and he doesn’t have much money to take me out anyway. We was supposed to get married a few months ago but I decided to cancel it. He always wants cuddles and kisses and I don’t. When we’re in bed and he asks me to turn around for a cuddle I either refuse by saying I’m tired or I just do it just to please him. (I I just mean cuddles not sex). I also find myself causing arguments over silly things, usually over money.
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