Can I have a private post please I wrote in before about havin a crappy few Chri…

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Can I have a private post please I wrote in before about havin a crappy few Christmass and wanting this one perfect and instead watching my partner play on his ps4 instead. Well before I couldn’t find my house keys so phoned his mum only for her to say he’s here whatchin a film with me (wich pissed me of because that’s all I wanted to do all day) he’s not messeged turned back up or nothing. I’m carrying my 5th child and never gond past 35 weeks alway had prem labours and I’m now 35+4 and hospital didn’t even want me home they wanted me in as they believe I can deliver at any min the baby will need oxygen, ans because iv hemorrhaged before a few times I’m more likely to do again. So it looks like I’m on my own all night because he clearly doesn’t care. But what’s jus really annoyed me is iv jus seem his mum write a status saying how she can’t wait to come watch my daughter open her presents tommorow! She hasn’t asked or spoken to me he’s obviously told her she can come up with him in the morning iv spent 2 Christmass by myself and jus wanted a nice family day (we don’t get on at the best of times and she’s one to make digs on what iv bought I’m shattered sat up with my 1 year old Stil because she won’t settle and still havd downstairs to tidy and Christmas presents to put together and pile up and he’s jus fucked of and invited his mum round, I wouldn’t mind she’s walked in today sayin I look like a dick in my onsie and will 100% sit justifyin what her sons dome today sayin I’m hormonal 😞 am I overreacting with this she hasn’t bothered for the past two weeks she’s been with her bf while we’ve been dragging her to the hospital for hours on end I jus wanted Christmas to be the way I wanted 😞 or at least to be asked is this me?
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