Can I have a private post please, it’s a long one I’m sorry my eldest kids dad w…

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Can I have a private post please, it’s a long one I’m sorry my eldest kids dad was badly abusive he beat me alot would spit in my face and sexualy assault me after when I was pregnant it got worse he used to aim for my stomach and one time punched me that hard we herd a crack and he thought he’d broken my elbow because I obviously put it up to protect my bump and paniced at the thought of the hospital made me take 8 paracetamol because I was screaming in pain and put a ice pack on it himself the social got involved when he nocked me uncoincios and phoned a ambulance when I was pregnant because he couldn’t rouse me but the final straw was when my daughter was a week old I’d had 4 stitches he’d come home of his face on drugs kicked of beat me then had sex with me even though I was begging him to stop the day after I ran of to a homeless hostel. I had social involved heavily trying to take my children I bent over backwards for years doing what they liked to keep them my life was hel I also ended up pregnant and had to make the heartbreaking decision to terminate because he told the social and made out like it was concensual sex and they took me to court to remove my children because I was homeless and they thought if go back being pregnant, it’s destroyed me in a way and destroyed a relationship with the absolute love of my life were now separated because I jus wasn’t the same person. I’m in touch with his other kids mother who went through Simalar and we found out he got sent to jail for rapping beating and running over his girlfriend fracturing her cheek jaw and wrist he got two months and is out on tag his other kids mother has messeged sayin he’s followed her in the car speadin round on the rong side of the road and followed her home the police wouldn’t do anything, today my mum’s messeged sayin my brother was driving up the road a car slowed down and it was him he slowed right down laughed and put his thumb up at my brother with a smirk on his face, iv gone completely back to not even wanting to leave the house my brother works for the police and nos everything he did so it’s pure cockiness but it’s why it’s like he has nothing inside him that’s controlling anything I don’t get why he’d do that every time he’d seen my brother he’d avoided him and practically ran of its like he thinks he can litteraly get away with murder he’s also put a status up sayin I love all my kids no matter what happens and I found a message on my message request saying about he wants to c my kids and ignore me then!!!! For the first time in years I feel so uneasy about going out and seein him and I don’t no what to do police arnt interested when I first moved away he was in my back garden trying to break in because he’d stalked me and followed me home and the police took 45 min to show up and then said there was nothing they could do and when I said oh but if he’d of got in and hurt me there’s something you could do then and there answer was yes iv found he heavily on crack and coke and goin on about the kids I’ jus don’t no what to do has anyone ever been in this situation what did u do x
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