Can i have a private post please .. No bashing please. Im just asking for reas…

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Can i have a private post please ..

No bashing please.

Im just asking for reassurance and advice really, basically when iv had a really rubbish life, i got bullied all the way through primary school, then when i moved to high school i was sexually abused on more than one occasion by the same man who was a friend of the family at the time. I was only 12 and was so scared by his threats i didnt tell anyone til months after when it was too late and there was no evidence, so yes this man is still walking free! i then got bullied all the way through secondary school for numerous reasons being raped was one. As i have got older i have struggled to overcome everything that i have been through, im now a mother and i have made some terrible mistakes growing up and i cant help but feel that the things iv been through have contributed to these things iv done, im basically asking advice for how to get over stuff like this? Im really struggling and the older i get the more it effects me. By the things iv done, i just mean iv made some awful mistakes and feel as thought i need control in alot of situations and if i dont have the control i dont know how to deal with things?

Thank you
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