Can i have a private post please? not sure how to start this post or where …
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Can i have a private post please? not sure how to start this post or where i am going with it lol just need to vent Im 19, i have a 2 year old boy, who i love dearly. But i feel like an awful mum. its just us two all the time, (his daddy works alot). no one ever visits us or helps out with him, im currently pregnant with my second child so im exhausted! hes never been away over night or on a day out with anyone, i have 5 siblings who all visit each other and each others kids, have them over night etc. i feel terrible there is no one else to love and enjoy him? no nice grandparents, on either side of the family! i dont speak to my mum or dad often and my OH parents aren’t interested. i don’t have a single friend either. i lost my job in january, and fell pregnant just after, so finding it hard to get a job.. when i was at work he was with his dad. but since then we haven’t even spent an hour apart? its starting to effect us both massively, he has extreme separation anxiety, he doesn’t even sleep anymore, hes up every hour for a cuddle and take ages to go back to sleep! i cant leave the room without him being stuck to me ..my anxiety has gotten extremely bad, i cant even have a conversation with anyone other than my partner or my son without taking a red face/and being extremely nervous! because i dont get to talk to anyone over the age of two 6 days a week.. i just dont know what to do. and i feel bad even needing a break from just being mum. im not sure i would even trust anyone with him now? would of been different if he was still a baby, but hes his own little person and no body knows him! i also found out when i was pregnant with him that my dad sexually abused my sister, which caused a massive amount of trust issues when it came to my son, (hes obviously not aloud to go near him!) but the case is still ongoing and my mum is still with him!😡😡😡 Sorry for the rant! i just want my son to have more as i never had anyone growing up and it was awful!!!!
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