Can I have a private post please?
This is more of a “please let me rant!” Than “please help” post!
Me and my husband have been trying for a baby for nearly 4 years now. I’ve had 2 miscarriages and currently on my second round of clomid.
Anyway my husbands teenage daughter (19) who thinks the whole world owes her a living has just announced her third pregnancy. She’s never worked a day in her life lives on handouts and benefits and doesn’t even take proper care of the two she has! (They’re now at an age of not quiet and cute to dress up and push around in a pram anymore)
Anyway, they’re his grandchildren and I get that he’s slightly excited! But I’ve had this sudden rush of anger today. Honestly I can’t hold it back. We were supposed to go away for the weekend together but I’ve stayed home. Honestly I’m so hurt and angry! He just says I’m being stupid!!!!!! Am I unreasonable? I’ve said some horrible things today that I am not proud of but I honestly don’t think I can listen to all the baby talk for the next 6 months. I know I sound jealous but do you know what I am. Since my last miscarriage 3 months ago I seem to be completely emotionally unstable. Any advice?
I’m scared this is going to ruin my marriage. 😞