Can I have a private post please? (Sorry for the length) My LG is two, I had dep…

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Can I have a private post please?
(Sorry for the length)
My LG is two, I had depression before I had her and now two years on since I gave birth the doctors finally diagnosed me with Post natal depression. It’s hit me really really hard I’m only 20 so never even knew PND could last this long. I feel like the worst mum ever, I watch my family love my child way more than I do, I want to love her that much but feels like I physically can’t. I love her and she gets everything she needs, my partner is super supportive and helps me care for her, I haven’t told my family yet because I feel they’ll think I’m a bad mum and try take her away.
I feel so low and just want to feel normal again. Me and my partner want another baby in a few years but I’m so so scared it’ll not be gone by then or I’ll get it again

Has anyone else had PND that’s lasted that long, or had PND but went on to have other children without getting it again?
What’s the best way to tell my family?
Thanks 😊
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