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Can I please have a private post as I have family on this page
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I have recently moved back to my home town, wasn’t my first choice but I really needed the bigger house for my family but now I feel like av made the biggest mistake. I want to move back to where I lived before hand but I know if I do this it will upset my kids and my mum and sisters. My home town doesn’t feel like home anymore. I cry all day wishing I was back there. I hide away in my house all day doing house work as an excuse so I don’t have to go out. I don’t even want to see my extended family. I have messages from people asking to come visit or me to visit them but I either ignore them or try make an excuse. I don’t want to see these people either because they didnt bother with me when I lived away so why shud I bother with them now I am back. I feel so lonely and depressed being here and I know I shud be happy because my kids are happy but I just can’t be. I feel like I am stupid for being depressed for moving house. I left all my friends behind and I feel like I don’t have anybody now. Do you think I need to go to the doctor to get help or will they just laugh and tell me I am stupid. I really don’t know what to do. I feel so alone. I am even crying as I am writing this
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