Could I have a ppp? 27 weeks pregnant and at first I was so in love with my baby…

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Could I have a ppp? 27 weeks pregnant and at first I was so in love with my baby so so in love that it would make me cry especially when I found out he was a boy. I just loved him so much from day 1. A lot of horrible things have happened in the last month and now I’ve sort of like changed my mind… like I don’t want to have my baby anymore. I still love him so much but wish I was 10 weeks pregnant so I had longer to sort everything out. I sort of feel like I’m not going to be a good enough mum to him. It makes me cry that I feel like this now and that I don’t want him anymore. I actually feel like I would like to be dead (not going to harm myself in anyway) I think that’s why I don’t want him anymore because I can’t be dead if that makes sense? Don’t want to do anything. I literally go to work, come home and lie in bed. The only nice room in the house is the baby’s room but apart from that I’ve given up with any cooking and cleaning. Haven’t taken my wheelie bins out in weeks and I feel like I can’t get out of this rut to make everything ready for my baby’s arrival. Just want to cry every second of the day my anxiety is sky high and I don’t know why my feelings have changed towards my son 😣. X
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