Could I have a ppp- This is a big deal for me I haven’t even told my partner how…

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Could I have a ppp-
This is a big deal for me I haven’t even told my partner how I’m feeling that’s why I would like this anonymous. I gave birth to our first child together 2 years ago I got induced 4 days after my due date due to reduced movements I went all day and night with no pain relief. The next day (5 days late) they broke my waters I went for 8am to 10pm with diamorphine and Gas and air we knew something was wrong as the midwife even said I was 10cm but don’t push. Anyway comes to 7 mins past 10 and I was so tired and in order to save mine and my child’s life they rushed me down to theatre to have an emergency c-section (my partner couldn’t witness it as they had to sedate me). I’m pregnant again and they said I have to have a planned c-section as it’s safer for my and the baby as I nearly lost my life and my sons beforehand. I’m happy that I get to meet my baba early, I’m happy this time my partner will get to witness the birth and cut the cord but I’m feeling pretty low that I couldn’t for the life of me do what any woman was put on this planet to do. I can’t gave birth naturally without putting myself or baba in danger…
I just needed to let it out
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