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Could I have a private post please…
I am married with 3 young boys. My husband and me are really struggling with our marriage, he has cheated and given me many reasons not to trust him at all. But he expects me to deal with it and be normal,he claims to love me and clearly wants to be with me but yet he shows me no love but yet provides everything. He is very judgemental and claims that he has cheated cos I am hard work and have made him suffer in the time we have been married. Over the years I have only ever given him loyalty and everything I have,I do everything around the house and he does nothing. He can sometimes speak to me rudely and makes me feel like crap. He has made me so weak and I have had enough I want to take my boys and leave him but I love him and I am so scared and fragile. I have got myself into debt and I am so scared to tell him, he will be gone as soon as he knows. If I don’t pay £1000 by Friday I will be evicted from my home, i have court as the council want me cos im in rent arrears. I have kept this from him cos he belittles me and makes me feel so awful and weak. I have been to the doctors and I’m on depression and anxiety tablets but can’t tell him as he will laugh at me and knock me back down. We have recently moved up north and I don’t have anyone at all. I can’t even call to talk to anyone.,I’m so alone and I cry daily. I just can’t bring myself to tell him about the eviction I’m so scared I’m going to be alone with my boys and homeless. He doesn’t give me money and won’t let me work but yet he works full time and I’m at home all day doing the school runs and housework. He faults me at everything and I don’t think I can handle the abuse he will belittle me with. Just looking for advise I guess.
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Could I have a private post please… I am married with 3 young boys. My husband…
