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Could I have a private post please.
I have two kids, my first born who is 4 and my little girl who’s 2. When my son was a baby I had a rough time with PND and had no support off anyone. Things got better and I loved the bones of my son. My second came along and I got PND really bad as I had lost my mum when I was pregnant. I feel like I give them both the same attention and tell them off the same. This is going to sound awful and some of you may say I don’t deserve to have kids, but sometimes I love my son so much and other times I feel like I hate him. He’s so naughty and never listens to me, he screams and punches me and is so good for his dad and everyone else. I wouldn’t want any harm to come to him but I just feel like some days I can’t bare to be near him as his whinging and screaming is too much.
I’ve never spoke to anyone about this as my dad is old fashioned and say that if I talk to someone about it I’ll have him took off me. As for my partner we argue all the time because of my sons attitude, so if I say I hate my son obviously he’s going to go off on one as he doesn’t understand. I need some help, I just don’t know what to do. It’s breaking my heart having to type this but it makes me so upset to think this is how I feel about my son. Please no judging I just need advice
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