Could I have a private post please? So long post sorry! Me an my child’s father …

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Could I have a private post please? So long post sorry! Me an my child’s father split up due to domestic violence in January it got really bad the abuse happened in the street. A passer by rung police my details was passed on to the domestic abuse people .. I declined all help An dropped all chargers. Back in march I took my sorry self back again. Was there a week An history repeated its self .. but worse he took the child & wouldn’t let me have her back. An was aggressive in the street the police was called again. I lost all my family over this. Despite all this just because we wasn’t working didn’t mean I’d stop him seeing our daughter he had her on his own like he asked An he then carried on texting me telling me that I won’t be getting her back The abuse I have received off him is disgusting. He’s threatened me my family he turns up places An stalked me constantly. So I then went An got an Injunction as the police referral had been made. Soical services have been out to me once An closed case .. but my daughter is poorly in hospital An has been admitted six times this year alone. My solicitor has rung me asking if her dad could
Come see her ( only contact we have is through solicitor ) I agreed he came up an it was horrible it broke my heart he cried his heart out. & I fell in love all over again I never stopped loving him An don’t think I ever will .. I txt my mum to tell her what had happened An she hit the roof. She was rude An nasty about me An him. The solicitor has rung back asking if I’d allow contact every Sunday 10-4 at his nans I’m happy with this because my little girls face when she see him lite up…. but all my family are ready to disown saying I can’t trust him. 😩 I’m so confused. He is also due in court twice this month for non payment of court fines & keep contacting me after the injunction was served. He still contacted me I feel awful that he could go to prison because of me. I feel guilty about everything. No matter how hard I try I can’t forget about him I think about him everyday. I’m head over heels in love with him An ever ever goes away!!!!!! Someone please tell me it gets easier ?!! No bashing pleaseeeeee thank youuu xx
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