Could i have a private post please?? This to me is embarrassing!! Just wonder…

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Could i have a private post please??

This to me is embarrassing!!

Just wondering if anyone could give me advice !?

I find sex very painful i always have .. ive tried everything like extra foreplay,lube but nothing works!! Ive had 2 kids .. however with my first i had to be rushed to theatre for emergency forceps and be cut open down below resulting in a 4th degree tear!!! because baby had shoulder distorcia!! I was told i wouldnt be able to have babies natrually because my birth canal /vagina is really small and cant acommadate a baby … sooo my question is could sex be really sore for me because my vagina is smaller …..

And has anyone in or been in this situation !!!

I did suffer from sexual abuse from the age of 10 until 15 .. by several family members!! Not going to get into detail! my gp/shrink seem to think this is why i struggle with sex .. i do however think it could be part of it but wondering why its sore with my partner .. when its something i want to do its not forced .. i love him and im comfortable with him !!

Sorry for long post ! 😨
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