Could you post please Me and my partner have broken up, it’s been a rocky few m…

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Me and my partner have broken up, it’s been a rocky few months cause I had his baby 8 weeks ago but before that we have been stressing over lots of things, then my newborn was getting poorly so it was nems surgery a few times (acid in his belly) and then my partner wouldnt help look after his son so I was getting annoyed cause if he cried he would shout me.
He went very secretive on his phine, locked it, blocked me, became distant from me, his dad got rushed to hospital on Father’s day, my partner stopped with him .. his dad emailed me saying he was discharged 2 1/2 weeks ago and with his gf in oldham, but my partner is saying he is caring for him still.. his sister said he’s cheating on me, he’s denied it all, but he’s having ago at me for replying to her Instead of having ago at her for accusing him. But it explains lock on his phone, etc.
I have been trying for 8 weeks to look better, wear make up, be sweet cuddly but he’s not too fussed, I’ve been trying to get him home but he said ‘il wasn’t bothered before baby was born so why try now’ .. he bearly talks to me maybe lucky to get a text a day but nothing nice,
I had his dog put to sleep last night cause he was very poorly, partner said when the time comes for fie to go to sleep, he wants to be there (dog was 14) I told him, and he said he knew it was coming days ago and hung up.
He says he call me later and won’t, unless I say I have money then he will. Like Friday I had £150 he wanted to get a phone, he started being all sweet loving until I said I don’t have it and he stormed out.
He doesn’t make an effort with his son. He told me he always wanted a family, home, son but now he has it he doesnt want it, he went out all night Friday night Saturday morning with girls getting drunk -pics got posted on FB. He said out with mates but never said females, he suddenly made, he’s blocked me on FB, WhatsApp, ignore my calls.
I don’t know what to believe, I want to believe him but with all that I believe his sister, he would like to me aswel cause I know him and he does.
The thing is, I miss the old us and now with things settling, newborn sleeping better, hormones down I want us back like we used too, but he never helps out with his son or me or oat, just he’s somewhere but I don’t know where.
How do I get over him when I cant stop thinking about him? I have no friends or family, I do attend some baby groups but I’m so lonely I’ve even thought suicidal cause I’m miserable, I cry daily. Don’t know what to do, I want to forget him cause I know he’s not been faithful. Xxxx
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