Hey can I have a ppp So it’s abit of a long story, just needing to know if I’m…

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Hey can I have a ppp

So it’s abit of a long story, just needing to know if I’m being silly or childish?

So when I was 6 my dad just abandoned me(women always come before his children), I had a really bad childhood with my mother and stepfather, I was abused physically and emotionally, so in the end at 13 I snapped and my “mother” said she couldn’t cope with me…so found my dad and sent me to live with him where we were living on people’s sofas because he didn’t have a place of his own I’d had enough so my nan and grandad came to the rescue but because of my age they had no legal rights to keep me so my mother ordered them to take me back to her.
Then my dad moved back to my home town, he had me back to live with him, now he’s always liked girls younger than him, he was 37/38 going with a 17 year old (wrong I know) but now he’s married to a younger woman I’m 23 next month and his new wife (my supposed step mother) is only 27, he had a vasectomy done over 20 years ago he’s now a grandad he has two grandkids, but now him and his wife are trying for a baby, how can he do that when he abandoned me and my sister at such a young age and let me go through what I went through?! I just think his time for kids has gone, he’s got grandkids now, I don’t like the idea of my girls having a auntie/uncle younger than them…

Am I being silly or can people see where I’m coming from?

I’ve tried voicing my opinion about it, but my dad just picks me up and drops me whenever he pleases, he doesn’t bother with me and the girls unless there’s something in it for him, we are always second best to him always have been, his latest bit of skirt is always first, I’m hurting don’t know if the past has something to do with it too or if I’m just being silly but I’m not comfortable with the idea

Please no bashing.

Thanks
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