Hi can I have a pp please? X Basically I’m 16 weeks pregnant second baby with m…
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Hi can I have a pp please? X
Basically I’m 16 weeks pregnant second baby with my partner, I’m under so much stress my grandad has terminal cancer and has a matter of a couple weeks to live if he’s lucky 😢 but I’m so close to him I help my nana care for him at home as he wants to be at home when the time comes.
Since finding out I’m pregnant (10weeks ago) I felt nothing but dread and that I regret trying for another baby so much but then I sit and feel extremely guilty for feeling this way and I’m worried I’m not going to bond with the new baby or be a good mum the same way I have been with my first born who I absolutely adore! My sister says she thinks I’m maybe just not feeling excited because I’m focusing so much on my grandad and the heart ache that is to come and it’s making me so down what do people think?
No bashing please i feel shit as it is 😔
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