Hi can I have a private post please. I have just about built up the courage to l…

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Hi can I have a private post please. I have just about built up the courage to leave my partner😔 it’s been over for a while. Probably a few years. But we’ve got a five year old and I didn’t want to give up on us. He’s really nasty to me, he’s a drunk and a gambler. For the past year we’ve had separate bank accounts due to his addiction and we split the bills equally . The last few months I’ve put away the other half of our outgoings in a diff account just to see if I can afford it. It leaves me with no money at all for anything else but i can pay the bills, eat etc so I know I can do it financially. However. I’ve lived with my partner since being 17. (I’m 25 now) I’ve never been on my own. Tbh I’m frightened. I’m worried il be lonely. How do you single mums do it? Our child goes to bed at 7pm and I dunno how il cope every night on my own😔 it kind of makes me think il stay with my man. But why should I stay with a abusive partner. I do have a few friends but most of them are settled down etc and I don’t have the best relationship with my family. I’m so scared that I’m nearly 26 and il be a single Mum who’s basically lost everything and had to restart from scratch. I’m scared il be on my own forever 😢 I know it probably sounds pathetic to read but I just don’t know how il cope living on my own (with our five year old Obvs) has anyone done this? Can you shed any advice? Does it get easier ? Thanks
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