Hi can I have a private post please. Long story but I’ll make it as short as I c…

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Hi can I have a private post please. Long story but I’ll make it as short as I can.. 3 years ago I got out of a abusive relationship with my daughters father, it affected me badly and he told everyone I was lying even though he went to prison, his family and friends that I used to call my friends said I was crazy and lying. 2 years on so a year ago I met someone and we got into a complicated relationship, one minute he didn’t know if he wanted a relationship then he just wanted to be friends then just wanted to take it slow, going round in circles, eventually in November he said he wanted to be with me, it only for worse from there.. he had very bad anger issues, and had a very bad understanding on post traumatic stress disorder which is what I have, he broke up with me in Every argument, got angry at my daughter, and would stress out even more if he didn’t have weed, not saying I didn’t do anything wrong because I’m pretty sure our whole relationship I thought it was me, he was telling me it was me. Well it got to April and I was loosing my home, his mum kicked him out and he just got back into contact with his dad who lives a few hours away, they offered us to move in with them to get away from the area we was in, so we said yes.. I paid for everything, the van, petrol and storage and once we got there my partner got worse and couldn’t even stay in the same room as me, told me I was shit at making conversation with his family that I’d never met before, told me my daughter was doing shit with interacting with his siblings (she’s 3 and has behavior issues) started arguments out if so where shouting as loud as he could saying things that weren’t true so his family could here.. me being me would talk quietly and calmly trying to calm him down but it didn’t work. So a week after moving in he broke up with me and his dad and step mum sent me on my way to my mums who also lives miles away from my original home. I was so upset that he couldn’t understand that I had anxiety and ptsd he never gave me a chance. I found out I was pregnant and told them.. he said he wanted nothing to do with it. 3 weeks on he has shown his true colours and now his step mum and him started messaging me really horrible things, they are telling me I am not capable of looking after my daughter let alone another that I should get rid of it, that I’m keeping it out of spite, that I’m bitter and twisted. He messaged me our of the blue telling me he was going to take my baby away once it’s born because I’m crazy and he doesn’t want his blood around me and my daughter, so I said well I was going to let you have visits but now I would like supervised visits, his step mum then started having a go at me because he told her I wasn’t letting him near the baby! She’s threatened social services to be involved because I’m back in contact with my daughters dad (he has offered to pay a deposit for a house when I find one as I’m homeless and I have no savings as I spent it on the move, he’s been begging me for a while to have contact with my daughter so I want to try and see if he’s changed to be a father) she then blocked me as he did and them emailed me a link about passive aggressive disorder saying that’s what I have! I’ve told her everything he did to me and my daughter but she won’t believe me and he is lying about everything he ever did I feel like I’ve been sent back in time to 3 years ago! With post traumatic stress disorder I feel like I’m in hell like I’m back there again and I’m screaming inside that yet another family have turned against Me and another person I have loved has lied about me yet again! Everyone knows I care too much about what people think and I’m literally shaking day in day out with stress I feel like I’m going to lose the baby 😔 do I have a leg to stand on here? There is so much more to this story but I’d be here forever. Let me just add a for a whole month before we moved to his dads our relationship was so much better and he was happier with my daughter which is why I agreed to move xx
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