Hi can i have a private post please? Please no bashing or rude comments. I unde…

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Hi can i have a private post please?

Please no bashing or rude comments. I understand this a controversial subject and there will be lots of you with different opionions but i need advice and have no one to talk to. Just over a week ago i found out i was pregnant, test said i was 3+ weeks and from my workings out i think im roughly 7 weeks. I already have a 2 year old with my ex partner – we have been seperated nearly a year. My new partner of only a few months is the father of this pregnancy but i haven’t told him as i am scared he will freak and run or want to keep this baby. Ive decided that i am not ready and we are not ready or 100% solid to bring up a child – we both have no money behind us, i dont work as of yet (i am applying for jobs all the time) i wanted to be married and my next child to be with someone i am 100% about and want to be with ‘forever’. Before anyone says about being carful and taking precautions i am, im on the implant but nothing is 100%. I have an appointment for the termination this week and as im on the implant i have to go with the surgical method as they cant determine how far gone i am as i dont have periods and the tablet form is for under 9 weeks gestation. So i have to be sedated while the procedure is done so means i cant drive. So what do i do? Do i tell my partner? Do i tell a friend and go with them? Has anyone ever had the surgical method and know how long your there for from when u get there to when u leave? I am so scared that this will ruin my relationship. Iam 26 and my partner is in his 30s so we are both adults, my anxiety is through the roof and im on edge every day and everytime i see him, he knows something is wrong as ive gone off food and feel sick and constantly tired. Im at a loss of what to do! Advice please?

Sorry for the extremely long post
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