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Hi could I have a post please long story so am sorry but need to understand who’s in the wrong why and why I feel so shit in my self and why do I feel like I need him!
So here we go been with my partner well ex for twos years he’s brought my little girl up she calls him dad we have a son together now he’s 9 months before I got pregnant we was amazing it was like a dream I got pregnant he was good as I never wanted any more children as I only got my life on track after having my daughter etc so after I’ve had my son he changed we argued some times and when I was in the right he use to have hold of me (no children ever saw this ) and then every argument he always went for me so we moved got a bigger house for our children booked a holiday we was perfect again he went to councillors and we was fine again but bearing in mind I use to go mad at him going out with his mates day and night coming in at daft a clock in morning I was ok so anyway we have come back of holiday and he’s started going back out every day every night not helping with the children he never really as tbh so last four weeks he’s started knocking about with this new mate so one night he came back and I asked him why does he need to go out all the time etc I told him I didn’t want this u who he as changed into so he just walks out and leaves me with the kids for a week any way it past he came saw the children and took all his clothes well I was out so I gets a message two weeks after saying his car is at his mates sister so I goes through he was so I was knocking on the door took 15 mins for her to answer the door her boyfriend walked out and left her that week n so did mine when he took his clothes but he was staying in the spare bed nothing happened they said so I gets his phone and sees messages like you too babe we’re r u babe how’s your night babe etc but there is nothing going on can’t come home and he worshiped the ground I walked on am just thinking how can he just turns his love of for me his feelings when he as told me he does love me but he can’t be with me well he’s grabbing me and we’re bickering now n then is this the real reason or not? He’s never ended it before so why now he’s got everything a man could dream of a beautiful home beautiful children a woman who loves the bones on him would do anything for him etc and he did the same for me would die for me treated me like a princess etc and am not just saying that cause of him grabbing me he really did and the way he looked at me I was like perfect to him what’s happened why has he done this and making me feel shit why do I feel like I need to beg him to come back to his family when he’s not bothered and just saying it’s for the best maybe is for the best but why now why not months away when he did it 😢 xx thank u sorry it’s long just need a little pick me up or something
Ps he’s given me my house keys back and just not bothered how I feel and he tells me he’s blocking everything out etc and wants to get on and be friends for the children’s sake xx
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