Hi Hun can you do me a Private post please. I’d really appreciate no judgement…

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Hi Hun can you do me a Private post please.

I’d really appreciate no judgement please.
I’ve recently (past few days) found out I’m pregnant. I’ve had sex with hubby once in the past 8 weeks or so as I’m so scared to get pregnant and even then we took precautions. Clearly didn’t work. Here’s the thing, I know going through with this pregnancy could have some serious health issue, on me and baby. I almost died when I was pregnant with my son and lost way to much blood when having him I needed 2 blood transfusions. I also know having another C-Section is so risky, I’ve had 2 already. Truth be told I’m about 80% sure my body couldn’t handle another pregnancy 😞
Here’s where I’m torn, I’m not sure I have it in me to abort this baby but it scares me even more so that my children will be motherless if I went through with it. It would have to be some miracle for me to sale through this pregnancy with even half the issues I’m had with my other 2. I know every pregnancy is different but It’s a huge risk.

What would others do? I’m so torn and heartbroken I don’t know what I want or what’s best.
Thanks and please no judgement 😞
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