Hi, I’m looking for a private post and its quiet a sensitive topic I don’t nee…

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Hi, I’m looking for a private post and its quiet a sensitive topic

I don’t need hate I need support.

I’m a mum of 1 and step mum of two. My own daughter is 2 and since having her iv been very depressed suffer with anxiety the lot. Anyways I’m with my husband and were happy just about. Last year we were homeless and have and still have a lot of financial problems but we are slowly getting on top of things.

I have recently found out I’m pregnant and to be 100% honest I don’t think I can go through with this pregnancy. I hate myself for even thinking of terminating the pregnancy but financially I’ll be bringing a child into the world where I won’t be able to support it. I work as a social worker and I couldn’t place the child into care or put it up for adoption because I don’t think my mental health will cop for the 9 months. I was using condoms and it split and I was on the pill but the pill is only 99% effective and I was the 1%.. I’m wondering if anyone here has had a termination before? I’m sick to my stomach of the taught of doing it but I won’t cope and iv had to get psychiatric help since my daughter was born as iv had suicide attempts that’s how low I was and I don’t think I can go back there. Any advice please x
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