Hi ladies can I have a private post please?
Please no bashing…
Long post but please bare with me😢 I don’t know what I want from this post. I don’t really know where to start. I’m currently crying my eyes out on my sofa because my partner hasn’t come home from town and is at his friends house ignoring my texts and calls. I have a beautiful 1 year old son in bed oblivious to what’s going on and I’m currently 11 weeks pregnant. It was his work night out and he doesn’t have a good track record of going out because he went out all weekend a few times, took cocaine and spent our rent, council tax, food shopping, insurance and phone money on it, he even had the nerve to take out a payday loan when he was out to fill his need. He doesn’t have an addiction because I can go a while without touching it but he’s like a dirty sniffer dog when coke is around. Some people may think I’m stupid for having kids with him but he hasn’t done this in months. I truly honestly believed him when he said he would come home to me and his son but he obviously loves cocaine more. I feel so low and so worthless and I can’t stop crying. I don’t know what to do. I just want him home. I just wish this night never happened😢 thank you for reading😭