Hi please can I have a private post. I don’t really know what I’m expecting fro…

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Hi please can I have a private post.

I don’t really know what I’m expecting from this post but I guess I just don’t have anyone to talk to.

I’m currently sat in bed exhausted and crying. I am a mum of 2 a 2 year old and a 10 day old baby. I feel like I’m totally alone at the moment especially at night time, I’m exhausted as my 10 days old baby is suffering from really bad colic and also has oral thrush. Last night my LG decided to stay awake till 1am and then just as I was about to get to sleep my LB woke up and couldn’t go back to sleep because of his tummy. Conveniently my partner seems to be able to “sleep through” the baby crying. He hasn’t once helped with the night feed or offered and thinks it’s funny when I mention it. Tonight my LB is so upset with his colic I can’t even put him down he just wants to be held on his belly. I just asked my partner to hold him so I could go to the toilet and he complained that it’s too hot to hold him so I basically lost it and said that I don’t think it was asking a lot to hold him so I could go to the toilet seeing as he hadn’t done a single night feed, he then got up and stormed out telling me I’m doing his head in and went downstairs saying he would take our LB but he wasn’t holding him all night and if I want him to take him so I can sleep he can go down in his cot and cry until he sleeps. My LB is in pain because he has colic and I can’t even believe the way my partner has reacted. Am I the one in the wrong? Because I’m sat here in tears and feel like utter rubbish and like I’m the bad person.
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