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Hi. Please could I have a private post.
I’m so confused.. I don’t think I love my husband anymore. We hardly talk or spend time together. When it comes to bills he brushes them off so the stress is on me. And him admittedly because he works and I don’t. We have two children together. Our sex life is like a chore, he wants it all the time and i just don’t. I have a 0 sex drive since pregnant with my second.
We talk and treat each other shit. I’ll be an arse to him because I’m tired or need help and he’s just an arse because I’m an arse. I don’t look forward to him coming home like I used to. He comments on if I’ve not done things. We hardly show affection and don’t really have ‘good days’ anymore I think we just exist together 😔
We don’t spend time as a family. I breastfeed so babies more clingy to me. Only because he doesn’t Bath them or change her.
We’ve being together 6 years and have two kids together.
When I think of us splitting I hate the thought of him having to go back to his parents. Our home is as much his as it is mine as we’re both on the tenancy. I also hate the thought of him being with someone else who isn’t us 😔
Financially I’d be better off on my own, I’d be stable which I wish we were so badly. Is this why things are crap I don’t know. I really don’t know what to do 😩
If we had a break he’s already said he won’t be used for me to decide if I want him or not I either do or I don’t.
Advice? Please I’m desperate to know what to do 😩
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