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Hi, private post please. I don’t know where else to turn because my family and friends have had enough of hearing this. I was with my partner for over 10 years, since we were 15. It was a bumpy road, bliss for a bit, then violence (which he did stop a few years ago) and for the last 5 years cheating. I let it all go because we now have 4 children and I wanted my family unit. I loved him. I think I still do. He’s now left me for someone else. Someone he’s met twice! How can you throw everything away for that? In these past 2 weeks since leaving he’s been messing with my head and coming and going. My head is about to pop. I can’t concentrate or eat and my children need me in a good state of mind. What I’m asking is has anyone got any positive stories for me from their own experience? I know I am a massive door mat and have lost all self respect and confidence but I did it all for the right reasons. It’s all just been a massive game for so long and before he left I felt like I wanted him too but now he has I feel lost and am grieving for my life as I knew it. I know what I’d say to my friends or my daughters if it were them but it’s easier to say it to someone else. I’d take him back even now and I don’t want to. I know I deserve better as do my children. Please help a very sad and heartbroken mummy here. X
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Hi, private post please. I don’t know where else to turn because my family and f…
