Hi there could I have a private post plz….sorry if its a long one,but got no o…

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Hi there could I have a private post plz….sorry if its a long one,but got no one to talk to
Met mi husband growing up we went to same school did everything together ,we had are first child together,
we eventually got married in 2004.
Everything was great for a couple of years,we was happy,or so I thought,
we seemed to drift apart,grew apart,
Anyway 2013 we split up,
it was the hardest thing to do cos we both grew up together,still loved each other,
we remained friends,
got along for sake of are son,
I got stuck in to work,to support me an my son,
worked mi arse of to support my son through college
we both moved on both met new partners,he was happy,so was I,
I became pregnant,baby,s dad didn’t wanna know he gave mi a choice ..basically him or the baby..so me being me choose to go ahead with the pregnancy,
It was hard single mum to a teenager,an one on way,
My oldest sons dad was always in & out of his life came to see him when he found the time,
Anyway time goes on I had my baby,everything was great,
Husband (we never got divorced)
split up with his girlfriend,
when mi baby was 9 months old,
He got himself a nice flat I helped clean it,decorate it,
We was seeing each other all most every day when he finished work he’d call in have a brew,see his son,
we got on better then we did before,we became close again after time,
We decided to try again take things slowly,take are time,slowly introducing my youngest,
He lived at his ,
me ere with my two boys,everything going great,
He was brilliant with mi little one,always made time for him,
My little one doted on him,
Everything was going great,
we was both happy,our son was happy cos we was back together,
Time goes on he stayed at his place,me ere with my two boys,was like that for a couple of yrs,
We’d talk about him moving back ere to be a family again but he never did anything about it,
He got himself a new job working away Monday to Friday,
So only got weekends together was tough at first but we managed,
we’d try to text each other on his breaks,through day,
We always phoned one other up on a nite to have a catch up,
I found out that he’d been on dating sites,but he swore nothing happened not met anyone,
I lost mi trust in him,we became distant yet again,
as much as we tried to get past this,I couldn’t,
I trusted him an he broke my trust,
we broke up for a while,
Eventually after a while we sorted everything out we became close again got engaged again,we was happy yet again,
but I cant let go of the dating sites it still plays on my mind,an I some times say to him are u on them..
anyway tonite were texting away an he sends a text to me saying …
I would imagine am finishing at six on Friday nite xxxx
But that text he sent was nothing to do with wot we was texting,cos mi youngest son was on mi phone an he was drawing,sending pictures to him,
When I asked what it was about ..he said oh soz was telling one of drivers wot time am finishing…xxxx making out he was talking to other driver,an that text was suppose to go to him not me…so I asked him if he puts kisses to all his mates,
No reply from him,
I asked to see messages but he wouldn’t show mi…clearly hiding something,
Anyways I’ve probably drove him away ,
As he left mi again,
he says am doing his head in accusing him all time
He’s ignoring my phone call s texts,he’s still away,till Friday ,
Just don’t know wot to do,
I love him,am lost without him,got to try an carry on for my 2 yr old…he keeps asking for him,
am heartbroken yet again,
Plz don’t bash me..it’s took me all nite to write this,
Thank you x
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