Hi. This is a bit long but please bare with me, I really need some advice. I’ve …

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Hi. This is a bit long but please bare with me, I really need some advice. I’ve know this guy since I was 12 years old. I’m 23 now. He’s admitted that he’s been cheating on me since day one. We’ve broken up a couple of times but we always end up back together. Our relationship hasn’t been the greatest but I love him. Or at least I think I do. 2013 I fell pregnant and I lost our son. He was never there for me during the pregnancy and after I lost my baby. We broke up the same year because I just couldn’t deal with him anymore. 2015 we got back together again. The cheating continued and I always forgave him. 2016 I fell pregnant again and it was planned. He was there for me this time around but it all changed when I gave birth. Our relationship was just never the same again. Our baby is almost 7 months now and she’s the prettiest. Every time I ask if he still loves me, he ignores me. He doesn’t call or text like he used to. Things have changed a lot. He does support his child financially and that’s just it. He’s just not there. We are in a long distance ‘relationship’. I’m just not happy with the way things are and I deserve so much better. I do love him but he just keeps hurting me. My mother told me that she’s not going to accept any other man except the father of my baby but she just doesn’t know what I’ve been through. Ofcourse it would be nice if my daughter had both her parents in her life but I don’t see any of that happening. I’ve met someone and he seems like a nice guy. we aren’t dating but I feel so bad every time I meet up with him. I just want to be happy and I don’t want my baby to suffer. I can’t stomach the idea of having a step dad for my baby. I just don’t trust anyone. How did other mum’s get past this? How did you’ll finally let go and move on? I just want wants best for my baby. Tia
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