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Hiya mums could I get a private post please this is a long one but I am completely at a loss and don’t really have anyone to turn to. So here it is me and my partner have a little boy (nearly 2) and I am due a little girl any day really but here’s the problem me and my partner literally can’t stand each other and it breaks my heart as no children should grow up seeing there parents like that, but here’s the thing I literally have no one anymore and wouldn’t even have a clue where to turn for help I.e finding a house, how would I be able to pay all the bills I am currently working but for one of his friends who wouldn’t keep me on if we split so would need to find another job but how would I afford childcare ? I just feel like my whole world is falling apart !! I can’t even talk to my partner as any conversation I try to have with him ends up with him telling me to shush or calling me every name under the sun and I just can’t take it anymore he’s recently been diagnosed with adult ADHD so I understand that some of his behaviours may be down to this however I know he can be nice as he is with all his friends etc. Am just so jealous of all the couples who are actually happy and in love as this is all I have ever wanted however since being with this man I don’t even ever want to be married which isn’t me as I have always dreamt of a big wedding marrying the man of my dreams but the thought of marrying him makes me feel trapped I can’t imagine this being my till I die I am so unhappy so I need help ladies I need help on how I can do this alone as at the minute I dread every day with him but then I think about going it alone and I feel like having a melt down as some days I feel like I am barely keeping my head above water as it is never mind having to look after two kids alone manage all the house work all the cooking, all the bills etc whichever way I turn I can’t see a light at the end of the tunnel I need inspiration and some successful stories of going it alone thanks 🙏
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