I Am Always Turned On My Child Couldn’t Even Hug Me

I am always turned on

My name is Marie and I’m 37 years old, I hit puberty at 12 and all was fine, the normal hormones, spots and mood swings.

At the age of 17 I had my first child and that’s when things went wrong, within a month of giving birth I knew something was different.

I was never satisfied, constantly moist and would orgasm with minimal effect.

Now this may be a husband or boyfriends dream to have a wife or girlfriend who is always up for it, but it took its toll on my relationship with my baby’s father and eventually he couldn’t take it anymore and moved out, he felt like he wasn’t good enough and couldn’t give me the amount of pleasure I desired.

I am constantly moist, I have to wear panty liners and change them regularly, I am forever embarrassed and worst the fact that my child grew up not wanting to get too close to me after i picked her up and her foot touched me down below and I climaxed, she wouldn’t bring friends over in case they found out about my problem.

I haven’t been in a relationship for years I have lost many friends and family due to my behaviour, sometimes I get so turned on I forget where I am and have to sort myself out, the urge just takes over no matter how hard I try to make it go away.

My clitirious pulsates and throbs, I am forever horny I have seen countless doctors and specialists, been on multiple medications and therapies but none have yet to work.

I am destined to be alone and shut off from people I am just hoping that when I hit the menopause it stops, I wish I could be normal, I wish it would go away, I’m fed up of being weird and only having online companions.

I have Sexual addiction or hypersexuality it is not a laughing matter and I wish they could cure me