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I just don’t know what way to feel. I am currently 21 weeks with my 2nd child. My MIL was extremely over bearing with my first. Used to take my baby out of my hands without asking, told my oh to come up with baby without me. Totally made me feel like I didn’t know what I was doing and made me feel like a shit mum. My lb needed his nails cut which I was for doing but she said “his nails are filthy he could grow potatoes out of them” his nails were not dirty not even slightest! I used to say fuck all to her and then cry when I was alone. I have took a lot of shit from her. I eventually told my oh that I wasn’t dealing with it anymore. All I wanted was to look after my own son without any interference!! My own Mummy never did anything like that to me! My son is now 5.. we have made friends and now I’m pregnant she’s starting to try to tell me what to do, she said her husband is booking a week off work when the baby is born! 😳😳 I calmly said why would he do that? I also said I don’t want to be completely crowded with ppl, an hour a day is more than enough.. my lb needs to bond with his bro/sis when he comes home from school, I want privacy this time, my partner will have the week off obviously… Im just having anxiety that this is all going to start off again and I really don’t want it. I want to be able to enjoy my baby and I’m utterly scared now of what’s to come? I feel like I have to stand up for myself this time and I’m not particularly good at that…. help…. 😓😓😓
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I just don’t know what way to feel. I am currently 21 weeks with my 2nd child. M…
