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I’m sorry it’s long and will probably bore a lot of people and please no bashing.
Basically I’ve been in a relationship for almost 3 years and we have a 2 year old. Everything was brilliant at the start of our relationship I thought I had struck gold and was so in love. As time has passed I suppose my OH true colours have shown and I’d fallen out of love for him (ive told him this on several occassions) but I’ve tried to force myself to love him for the sake of our child. He’s what a lot of people would describe as a narcissist down to a T. I’ve lost all my friends because he doesn’t like me going out because he doesn’t trust me down to the fact that I had a guy best friend before we met and were very close, we don’t have any contact anymore. He hates every one of my friends. My oh thinks I need him, because he partly financially provides. We both work full time but I’m the who still comes home to have to clean the house, cook tea, sort the baby out for bed ect he thinks he doesn’t have to do all this because he works the most hours so therefore he’s the ‘main provider’ he talks to me like absolute rubbish, no exaggeration. I can’t have a bath and relax because It’s too late or I need to get the baby bed (his words) or I can’t go to concerts with my sister once a year, he says that’s very selfish of me and I’m acting like a single parent. I had the car keys this morning because I got the babies coat out of the car and I left them in my bag forgetting to hang them back up, he woke us both up shouting where the f*uck are my car keys in a horrible angry voice he does, I told him then he obviously went and looked but didn’t find them. He was banging everything around then shouted in an even angrier tone f*ucking find them!! I came down Stairs to see he had obviously found them and hung them back up but tipped everything out my bag, my expensive work scissors my purse and everything else. He didn’t need to act like that because he has a van for work so didn’t even need the keys this morning. I’ve left him a couple of times but he threatens to make my life hell and put me in debt of 3k for all the stuff he had bought for the house (we went halfs on everything) the house is in my name not his, nothing of the house connects to him. He gets very angry and cross with the baby kicking his toys or throwing them to break them if he doesn’t listen to him, I’ve noticed he’s picking up on it slightly. I want to leave for good but I’m so scared of what will happen. He thinks he has this power over everything and I need him because he works more hours than me at work so he earns more money. If I go out on my day off I have to be home before he gets home to make sure his tea is done, and house is spotless. I cant take much more I have no friends anymore, I have no life and I’m genuinely at breaking point with my life, it’s only my baby that’s keeping me on my feet at the minute. I cry everyday, because I don’t know what to do anymore. 😭
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