I’m wondering if anyone can help me or just make me feel a bit better about myse…

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I’m wondering if anyone can help me or just make me feel a bit better about myself, I have a 22 month old and a 4 month old and I look after them all day every day while my partner goes to Uni, I’ve recently got a job working 35 hours a week and my partner has finished Uni so we’ve basically switched roles, I’m just so tired all the time it’s a big jump for me to go from not working at all to 35 hours a week but I come in from work and he won’t have done anything in the house. He’s amazing with the kids and I love him to bits, he does all sorts for us but it’s just the little things that have been building up for a while and I try so so hard not to get annoyed because I know how difficult it is to stay at home with the kids all day but I just think if I could manage to keep on top of the house plus look after the kids why can’t he? I come in from work exhausted and the sink will be piled high, the baby will be screaming for a bottle but they won’t even be rinsed out never mind washed and Sterilised, the same load of washing has been in the machine for about a week because I haven’t had time to do it and get it dry and I’m the only one who does it. Clean washing piled up because I also haven’t had the time to put it away and I’m the only one who does that too, he got the hoover out the other day to hoover something up that was spilt and it’s still there, there are dirty nappies everywhere not even in nappy sacks and I feel so dirty when I come home to it, the bathroom hasn’t been cleaned for god knows how long because I’m also the only one to do that, I’m so tired and fed up tonight that I’ve literally just stood doing the washing up crying my eyes out I don’t know what to do anymore

I see so many posts on here about people who’s partners treat them like shit so it makes me feel worse when I know how lucky I am because he’d do anything for us really but I’m just sick to death of living in a dirty, untidy house. He keeps saying he’s not bothered about me not keeping on top of it but I AM bothered, idk I just feel like complete shit and wondered if anyone else was in a similar situation and what to do?

Thanks and sorry for the long post xx
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