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Ive never posted before but can you post this private.
My husband of 8 years left me last night with his bank cards as i came homefrom work and hed been drinking…again. for the last 5 years the issues have been on and off. He sorts himself out then falls off the wagon again. Last few months have been awful. We shout at each other and he makes me think im delusional when i accuse him of drinking. I habe since found oit he has been every time i asked. Found 32 bottles hidden round house once. Then a full 1.5litre jd hidden and he was supping it whilst i was ij the house. Now last night 3 litres strong cider 2 bottles hidden in decking in garden. I feel so lost. I know my head say for mine and kids sake leave. But my god do i feel so lost without him. Now im worried he wont go to work and lose everything. Hes not telling me where he is so i dont know if hes safe tonight. He hasnt asked to see the kids either since yesterday. We both work so financially both be ok alone i just dont know if i want to leave him. I love him with all my heart. I dont know what i want. Maybe someone to tell me what to do or what you would do….sorry for long post.
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