Need advise I’ve been with my bloke for almost 6 yrs and we’re very happy, exsp…

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I’ve been with my bloke for almost 6 yrs and we’re very happy, exspecting our 2nd in July. He’s the best thing that ever happen to me. The things this my mates came over last night who i haven’t seen in yrs and told me my ex who was a absolute head case cheated on me with 3 other women. Short story the reason he broke up with me was because he apparently wanted to go in the army and wanted to concentrate on his trainning. My brother back then who also is in the army was told when i was with my ex that he was going to Afgan. I spent nights crying on my exs sholder worried and understood that he didn’t want me to go through this. Stupid me thou found out he used it against me and broke up with me to go out with my mate at the time and was sleeping with 3 other women whilst this was going on. Since i found out i feel so down and depressed. I had a feeling he cheated on me as i found him in bed with 2 of the girls funnily enough the two they mention but gullible young me at the time believed my ex that nothing went on. But ovs now i know. I felt betrayed anyways with the reason he broke up with me but this i just can’t shake off i feel so angry. I was at such a low time in my life when i was going out with him because my brother and me we’re so close. Him going to Afgan felt like a death sentence to me. Am i right to feel pissed off and still upset by this even thou it happen 7 yrs ago? I know it’s along time ago and I’m so happy with my partner now, we have a lovely home kids and feel so grateful but feel so stupid and can’t believe someone would do that to someone when they were at such a low point in their life. By bloke understands as i told him when he came home after they left and isn’t upset. But wanted others fews on this tia x
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