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Please can you do a private post for me? I’m going mad. I need to rant or suggestions for help 😞 I have a 1 year old. Other half works nights. I suffer terribly with anxiety and panic attacks. Almost sure that my implant has made them worse. So today I went to get it taken out. To find I can’t get it out until mid August. Anxiety is so bad I’m throwing up for hours at least once a week. I can’t sleep properly and when I do fall asleep, my toddler wakes up screaming the house down then settles in my bed. I do this for easiness as I’m struggling by myself. I also have a job that I’m about to lose from being off so much when I’m throwing up. I’m on pills but they don’t help as much as I want them too. My anxiety stops me from plucking up the courage to take diff ones. I get up with my toddler on a morning. I’m with her all morning. Boyfriend gets up and let’s me have a break. But then I’m doing the same thing in the afternoon and evening… Cleaning up after them both. Making them both food. Trying to entertain my toddler… It’s driving me insane. We have loads of family but looking after a toddler is hard work so they all seem to disappear off the planet. This weeks been even worse as we have all been poorly. I cannot get anything done. Not dishes, not washing… I’m hardly eating and I’m just so lonely 😞 I take her to baby groups but when we come home, I can’t stand it. I’m really struggling
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Please can you do a private post for me? I’m going mad. I need to rant or sugges…
